
From Broken Glass To Stained Glass Window

Humpty Dumpty, what an icon of childhood nursery rhymes. I learned very early the plight of poor Humpty. How he fell off of that wall (continually with every recitation of the rhyme) and how inadeqaute those kings horses and kings men were at putting him back together again.There was always a feeling of hopelesness in this tale of the egg.
Looking back I can certainly relate to Humpty. I too have fallen many times. I lay broken like shattered glass, looking for someone to "put me back together again". Relationships (some destructive), food, money, and a host of other things were my versions of the kings horses and kings men. Problem was like Humpty, none of these things could put me back up on the wall. I remained broken....... Until I met the King himself!!!
I am broken, but not irreperable. Proverbs 24:16 tells us that "for though a righteous man falls seven times, he rises again". God promises to uphold and rescue the righteous. It is the King who can take every little piece of shard glass and put it back together. He can heal every wound and mend every heart.
I have also learned that it is during these times of brokeness that God will often use me the most. In her song "Break my Heart", by Kathy Trocolli. Kathy tells how during her times of brokeness (pain and sorrow) that she has grown and seen the Father the most. She then says "if that's what it takes for you to lead me this far, go ahead and break my heart". I cry every time I hear this song. It's not because I am sad, but rather joyful at the prospect of God using my sorrow to bring me closer to him. I am not left shattered. For every time I fall, my King picks me up and puts me back together. Each time I become more like a stained glass window. The light can shine a little stronger and a little brighter with each piece of mended glass.